So I started and finished reorganizing the office. Let me tell you that is a big job. I ended up not being able to sleep. I was still thinking about odds and ends that I left unfinished and couldn't stand it really. I also just couldn't get into the sleepy time mode. I finished most of it during the evening, but the last couple of hours I went through ALL of my files and threw away everything old and not needed anymore. I also made a more through filing system. I love being efficient sometimes! It's really a positive productive time when I am in an organizing mood.
Anyways, bad news is now I am awake and it's 2am. Again, I can't seem to sleep. I don't really want to even be awake right now. So I don't think I'm going to get really deep into this post here. I'll just drink some bedtime tea, and relax and hopefully get sleepy enough. I hope it works.
Maybe I'll put together a new music line up for you guys. Sorry I'm not that exciting tonight.
Oh... by the way, I have a very important meeting/appointment on Friday. Tomorrow really, because it's now Thursday. But whatever, Wednesday night, Thursday morning. It's pretty much all the same right?
Showing posts with label sleepless. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sleepless. Show all posts
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
~The triumphant beauty of the sleepless~
Of course, I am awake. I do my best to be asleep by 11 at the latest, but sure enough I sit here awake and it is 2AM. I started looking for people online, someone to help me pass the time by, but to no avail there is no one. There probably won't be anyone either until 6AM. So I'll be alone with me, myself, and my thoughts for the next 4 or so hours, unless I am lucky enough to fall asleep between then.
I wonder sometimes about these sleepless nights. I wonder why can't I be productive during these hours of sleeplessness. I don't know why really, but it seems that if I am unable to sleep, then I certainly am not able to be productive. I do things that are unproductive and pass the time. Usually the computer. I wish I had the motivation to file, clean, or go do yard work. Gosh, think of the things I could get done in an extra 8 hours. But for some reason these hours are always lost to the deep dark blue of the night. Gone, and never seen again. Like they have entered into the witness protection program. They witnessed something they should not. Seeing someone awake, all night and not they must go into hiding. They never share what had conspired during those quiet hours of night. And their life depends on it. For when the next sleepless night comes, they to will come out and play.
I wonder sometimes about these sleepless nights. I wonder why can't I be productive during these hours of sleeplessness. I don't know why really, but it seems that if I am unable to sleep, then I certainly am not able to be productive. I do things that are unproductive and pass the time. Usually the computer. I wish I had the motivation to file, clean, or go do yard work. Gosh, think of the things I could get done in an extra 8 hours. But for some reason these hours are always lost to the deep dark blue of the night. Gone, and never seen again. Like they have entered into the witness protection program. They witnessed something they should not. Seeing someone awake, all night and not they must go into hiding. They never share what had conspired during those quiet hours of night. And their life depends on it. For when the next sleepless night comes, they to will come out and play.
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