Medication downfall

I am finding that the better I feel emotionally and the more I feel my meds are working, the more I eat. At night I eat. I graze. Salts, then sugars, then salts again. This can go on until I've eaten enough for an entire meal and I feel awful. I do it every night. And I can not stop! I've tried substituting tea, which I love, and then I just eat on top of drinking the tea. I am frustrated because I have been working out but not seeing any products of my labor. I know it's because of my night time grazing. I eat alright through out the day, and have hardly any cravings, but as soon as I finish dinner...... here comes the cravings. It's simply driving me crazy. I even tried getting a watermelon and eating as much as I wanted. I was stuffed, and still wanted something else.

This is what I hate about medication. The side effects. I know this is something that I can't partly control because I have been on other medication where I lose my appetite. I only wished those medications worked as well as this one.

So my choice is to be fat and happy, or skinny and think I'm going to go blind (side effect of facial pain) and not feel as happy but feel alright. Well, I guess I'll chose fat and happy.